You know those shows where they do drastic make-overs? Either it's for physical appearance, or an amazing home make-over. Well, lately I've really been feeling like I am in need of a make-over.
But not of the physical type (although I wouldn't complain if one of those was offered to me). I need a make-over on the inside. Thoroughly and completely.
I am in need of some drastic changes.
I feel like I am unsatisfied in almost every area of my life, and lately that has resulted in some pretty emotional roller coaster-y days. How do I go about making changes in almost every part of my existance?
Whether it's putting more effort into my relationships -- with God, my spouse, daughters and friends -- or more effort into taking care of myself physically and spiritually. Or being more productive at home and at work.
When I look at it all, it seems over-whelming. How can I try and better myself in all of those areas all at once? When I take a step back and see the improvements that I all want to make, it just doesn't seem possible.
I know a lot of you are probably going to want to tell me to not expect so much of myself. That I am doing the best that I can and nobody is perfect. That the important thing is that I have a house full of love and that I love the Lord.
But the truth is -- I am not doing the best that I can, and I know it.